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December 14th, 2009


10:27 pm
OH MY GAWD LIVE JOURNAL!

I wonder if anyone still uses this??????

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November 4th, 2007


10:18 pm - photosynthesis
so today i thought it would be a great idea to photosyntesis during my break at work and then later on alex's balcony... but i came to the conclusion that i am not a plant cause now i am all red and tomato like when i should be green!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF???

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December 26th, 2006


12:38 pm - so this is christmas....
christmas, well what can i say it's ALWAYS interesting... on christmas eve my mum was trying to whip the cream for the pavalova and she had too much in the small bowl and it went EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!! she yelled and cried and said everything was going wrong and this day couldnt get any worse and then my dad said the day will ONLY get wrose from here... as a joke and then 30 seconds later he gets a phone call to say my grandpop died :( so he goes over to my nans and picks her up they identify the body and then she comes back to mine and i feed her champagne to try make everything a little bit better... so i was fucking hella sad that my grandpop died but in the long run i know he is much better off cause at least he isnt in pain and stuff now... i loved him very much though...

Thank you to my awesome boyfriend that has kept me happy and strong :) i dont tell him enough how good he is too me! WORST GF EVEER!!!

SO christmas day was weird cause we went to my mums side of the family for lunch and my cousin has JUST had a baby... it was like 6 days old... it felt weird holding a new life when my pop had just died... it felt good but weird! i dont know if that makes sense ay! 

I'm off to new Zealand on saturday and that should be good.... just some time with matt and no work to worry about and everything should be good! 

Hope everyone had a good day on CHrsitmas!

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October 5th, 2006


10:04 pm
The world seems not the same,
Though I know nothing has changed.
It's all my state of mind,
I can't leave it all behind.
I have to stand up to be stronger.

I have to try to break free
From the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
Have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
In the end it's worthwhile,
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright.

I know, should realise
Time is precious, it is worthwhile.
Despite how I feel inside,
Have to trust it will be all right.
Have to stand up to be stronger.

I have to try to break free
From the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
Have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
In the end it's worthwhile,
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright.

Oh, this night is too long.
I have no strength to go on.
No more pain, I'm floating away.
Through the mist I see the face
Of an angel, who calls my name.
I remember you're the reason I have to stay.

I have to try to break free
From the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
Have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
In the end it's worthwhile,
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright.

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October 4th, 2006


01:16 am
i know what i want i think but i know i cant have it but i don't really know what i want and i would know what i wanted if things were different but they arent so i ahve no idea. work is shit life is shit im just spiraling and i don't know how to make it stop. i wish the world was perfect and i wish i didnt hurt. actaully not even about me... i see so many people hurt and it hurts and i wish they didn't hurt and i wish i could stop it all... then i see people happy and i know i could fuck that up at any second cause im so fucking stupid so i back off.... Then i ahve no idea what people think and sometimes everything is just too calm for its own good and its fake and it hurts cause i just don't know and i'm going insane!

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September 28th, 2006


08:22 pm

So it's really funny when you find out someone has been totally playing you and someone else off each other so you two hate each other and they can ahve the best of both worlds... in fact its FUCKING ANNOYING!

Work is getting pretty nuts at the moment... you can tell it's getting close to chrissy.... i'm run off my feet with work then tafe work and then friends and stuff.... i'm just baout to like die of exhausten! FUN TIMES

I can't wait for this weekend.... Alexs birfday tomorrow night and that's going to be massaivly awesome!!! then parklife on sunday whihc will also be AWESOME!!!!!

Other then that i ahvent writen much in LJ at all recently so just a shout out to people i never get to talk to anymore! NICOLE i love you niccy don't be in QLD anymore... DAVID another QLD kid who needs to get his butt here and let me hug him...yeah there mytwo shou outs for tonight!

Have a good weekend KIDS!


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September 25th, 2006


08:38 pm - HAPPY BIRFDAY ALEX!

HAPPY BIRFDAY ALEX BABE!
Hope you had an awesome day and your partay is going to rock! I  LOVE YOU!


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July 18th, 2006


08:59 pm
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' CrAzY

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' cRaZy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

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May 27th, 2006


01:06 am - RIP
Starting a landslide in my ego
Look from the outside
To the world I left behind

I'm dreaming
You're awake
If I were sleeping
What's at stake
A day without me

Whatever the feelings
I keep feeling
What are the feelings
You left behind

Today's a day without me

I started a landslide in my ego
Look from the outside
To the world I left behind

In the world I left behind
Wipe their eyes, and then let go
To the world I left behind
Shed a tear, and then let go...

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May 11th, 2006


09:17 pm - day to day
i don't get it.... how can i be so incredibly happy for half the day and so fucking over everything the rest of the day.... why do i be so happy... yet still manage to be sad at the same time? why can't things ever just go right... i get one part of life worked out and then someone or something or stuff comes along to shake it all up again....

i just want a day where i can just talk to scotty about happy stuff no other boys involved no drama with someone to have to retell... sure i can just lie and say all is well.... BUT ITS NOT and i WONT but i feel so bad making him listen to it all :( noone should have to listen to that shit... but i'm not a person who can lie about stuff....

on a positive note i hope all the dramas have gone away cause one more drama from any of the people involved and it's like over... the friendship is over.... cause i wont keep giving my happiness to try and make things better for you... i always have time for my friends but i want to think of myself and my boy for once and i wont let it all get to a point where it causes strain on us. Any of my friends that aren't willing to respect me... respect the trust i have put in them... can't respect the choices i have made then well really they aren't friends so i think it's fair to say i'm willing to give them one more chance cause i want to make these friendships work... but i'm not going to get fucked around again.

things will be right cause i refuse to let them be wrong....

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